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Music to my ears!
Ultrasound number two was a success...times TWO!!!Baby 1/A on top, Baby 2/B on bottomWe heard the beautiful sound of TWO heartbeats!Baby 1/A: 111bpmBaby 2/B: 124bpmMusic to my ears!!!I'm so grateful...
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{Let me just start this post by saying that it makes me ABSOLUTELY bonkers when people say ValentiMe's Day! Ugh!!! It send shivers down my spine.}This year we celebrate our seventh Valentine's Day as a...
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Going Big
There's going to some big changes happening up in here!First, Miss(ed)Conception is now Infertile Momma. That's me, the Infertile Momma. It couldn't be more accurate. I'm also @InfertileMomma on...
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Thank you Fertile Friend...
...for referring to your twins as "spontaneous" instead of "natural."I will be the first to admit there is nothing "sponataneous" about the conception of my children but assure you, there are very...
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FuckFuckFuck
That's how it's going right now.I have a picture post getting you all caught up on the happs but I haven't finished it yet.Today we had our NT scan for the twins. I'm 12 weeks 4 days.Good news is, Baby...
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Now, we wait...
I was able to get my CVS test scheduled quickly. It was yesterday afternoon.The doctor I saw that was willing to do the test on a twin pregnancy happened to be the husband of the perinatologist that...
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A Letter to my Daughter
Sweet Baby Girl,Mommy already loves you so very much! Daddy and I wanted you so badly. You were not an accident or mistake. We are so grateful for you! Everything about you is absolutely perfect! Mommy...
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You've got to be wondering...
...what happens to Baby B's body after she passes?I know that at least a few of you had the passing thought. It was a question I asked my doctor.The answer: Nothing.I will carry a dead baby, along with...
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Never a dull moment!
First, thank you to whoever (whomever?) submitted me for LFCA. It is sweet that someone wanted to bring me even more support and encouragement when I need it the most. THANK YOU!!!Last night/early this...
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Appointment Update
After the ER visit, we weren't really surprised to see that Baby B's heart was still beating at our follow-up appontment.We met with the pernatologist on Tuesday. The bleeding I experienced earlier...
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Goodbye Sweet Angel
Last week, we had our appointment with the final specialist to learn more about and do the reduction. As I've mentioned time and time again, I didn't want to be in the position to be the one stopping...
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I need a moment...
to vent, please!I promise this isn't a "woe is me" post. I'm feeling like I'm seeing my limit more and more and I know that if I write it all out and get it off my chest, I'll be able to go back to...
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I think I survived
This day has been one of the most trying days I've had in a while, hence the need for a second post today. Even though he's been sick for the past few days, he doesn't seem to have had a slump in the...
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This One's for AL
I had a few other posts planned as my first post after my absence but this came up and I decided to write about it first.Recently a fellow blogger (AL) received a "less than encouraging" comment on a...
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A post about a sandwich
Let's lighten things up around here...I have a few posts in the works but this has been on my mind for a while.I want to talk about peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. That's not code for anything. I'm...
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Update - Twitter Style
I was working on a full, detailed post of the current status of me and baby and then I decided to just give you the Twitter version. I've been updating my tweeps fairly regularly...July 1, 2012:...
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Introducing...
Just a very quick post to introduce you to...Madden David born at 28 weeksJuly 7, 201211:21pm2lb 14oz15 inchesM and I are doing well. He is perfect!!! I'll post with all the details as things settle...
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Madden's Birth Story
My final belly pic, 27 weeks...taken 6/30, the day before I cheked into the hospitalThe day I had Madden started out fairly normal. The hubs’ parents and our good friends were going to come visit at...
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Quick Update
Things have been busy around here! GavinGrandma got G a baby so he can practice his mad skills as a big brother. Here he is taking him for a ride on his truckRight now, I'm more useful at home with G...
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Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day
It was one year ago today.I had a perfect, six month old, IVF son and found myself spontaneously pregnant! It was a miracle!!! We were so excited!Our "Surprise" BabyIt was a roller coaster few weeks of...
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HELP!!!
I know I haven't been posting here in forever. I have posts saved in drafts, really, I do! But, for now, I need you to forgive me and go to my other blog (oh wait, I never told you I started another...
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Bloglovin!
I made the swithch (ya know, since GFC is going bye-bye and I didn't have a choice,) to Bloglovin and you should too!Follow my blog with BloglovinI'm not making any BIG promises but I really do miss...
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Hey there!!!
Remember when I used to blog here???Yeah. Me either. I haven't purposely abandoned ship and I don't even have any decent excuses for my silence. I could say I don't have a lot of time. But I do have...
View ArticleIt Gets Complicated
Since I can't possibly have a "normal" pregnancy despite actually managing to get pregnant spontaneously...At our anatomy scan (at 18ish weeks,) we got confirmation that New Baby is another boy! That...
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A Brief Update
I was admitted to the hospital again on June 3rd after having another heavy bleed at home. After 10 days, two very heavy bleeds, three days on Magnisium sulfate and two blood transfusions (four bags of...
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